Good Friday

Today really was a good friday! I didn't accomplish much, but it was a good day none the less. I slept late. Then I drank coffee and watched TV. I finally got a shower, and Josh got up around 2. (night shift) Then I went by the bank to put 100 dollars that my boss gave me as a bonus yesterday in my savings! Yay I love my boss. He really is great. It's nice to know you are appreciated. I told him that he was gonna build me a house he just didn't know it yet. lol. On the way home from the bank we got cherry limeades from sonic. Yum. Oh and I had some cheese sticks and Josh got popcorn chicken. Then we came home and he took a nap and I watched HGTV. After he left for work I went to the tanning bed and went to the gym. Then I came home and took a long bath, and then I decided to go through some pictures so I could take some to work and put in my operatory and on my desk. I had so much fun looking at old pictures. I basically just mentally relived my life from highschool to now, and I have to say that I have had a pretty fantastic life! I have wonderful friends, and I have had some pretty crazy times. I love all of my friends from hygiene school. Wow, reliving that was crazy. Looking back through my hygiene planner was something else. I had my work schedule written in it and it was nuts. I would go to Dr. Katies office and leave there and go to Belk and then I would have an exam at school the next morning! How did I do it? I have such good memories from that time though. I have some hilarious pics of me and my BFFs Cass and Nicole winding down before our graduation and it is pretty fantastic! Cass you know what I'm talking about. lol Anyways, my life and my friends, and my family are all pretty fantastic, and I have so much more to look forward to!

Spring!! and some of the same old stuff.

I am sooo loving this weather today! I wish I was outside soaking up the sun instead of sitting at my desk. At least I am getting paid! So I know everyone is probably sick and tired of hearing about my house building, but me and Josh picked out a new house plan! LOL I really thought I would be building the house I posted. We have been set on building that house for a long time now. Then when we got our estimate we thought that maybe we should reconsider and look for a house that would be a little cheaper to build. The funny thing is that I'm sure this house will cost just as much. It is the same size. This house is layed out perfectly though. With the other one there were a few things that we wanted to change, and a few things that we couldn't change. If I could transplant the floorplan of the new one inside the outside of the one I posted that would be my dream house!! I kinda feel like I just broke up with someone that I love, because I knew they weren't quite right for me. ha ha. I will forever love that house! "The Northwyke" It's name makes me have a little sad spot in my heart now. I guess I can post the name now that I'm not gonna build it. I felt protective of it before. lol Our new house doesn't have a name :( Just a number, so we decided that we will call it "The Piperwyke."
Me and Josh talked about babies again last night. Briefly. He said that we can start trying when we start building!! It makes me smile just thinking about it! I don't know how that will all play out, but I think I would be willing to just go for it and see how the chips fall. My brain says that a new house and a baby at the same time would be a disaster, and it probably would, but my brain also says that the chances of me getting pregnant right away are slim to none, so my heart says......"SHUT UP BRAIN, YOU THINK TOO MUCH!!" bahahaha no pun intended...or was it?

I found a before pic of the wallpaper!

HAHAHAHA! Sarah would kill me if she knew I posted this on my blog! Not the best pic of her, but you can see the hideous wallpaper!! Which is worse? Puke green or the wallpaper? Feel free to be brutally honest!

pictures

A few blogs ago I talked about my puke green kitchen and promised to post pictures. I have been putting it off for various reasons...dishes weren't washed, dishes were washed, but not put up, etc. If I don't do it now I will forget, so here they are! Here is the chairs I recovered too! I would post a pic of the whole table but it is messy and I have only done two chairs because I ran out of fabric! Please note that they match my awesome hand stitched curtains! lol You will also notice that my dishes are still not put away. Typical.


BEFORE AFTER

I guess it doesn't look so bad in the pictures? Or maybe I have gotten used to it. I wish I had before pictures on the kitchen, but I got too excited and started painting before I took any. If you look closely you will notice that there are only two eye covers on the stove. This is because I ALWAYS turn on the wrong eye and accidentally burn them up. Ha ha. I also did this to my buddy Nicole's eye cover on her stove in her apartment when we were in college. You'd think I would learn!!

Coming to my senses

Ok, so I have started to realize that I am being unrealistic about my house...Not the house itsself, but how fabulously decorated I think it should be! I want the most expensive floors, cabinets, and countertops and I am just being ridiculous! I have been looking at houses for sale lately because I want to be in a house soooo bad. I don't want to wait for 2 more years! I have been looking for a house that is within our budget, in Jasper (preferably not far from corridor x), has a basement, and a shop/workspace for Josh. Oh and it can't be outdated. Did I mention that I don't want neighbors that are right on top of me, and I need a big yard for Maynard (preferably fenced). While searching for this house I realized a few things: 1.) The only house that meets my standards is under contract. 2.) The only other house is slightly over our budget and doesn't have a fenced yard for Maynard. 3.) I LOVE where we live now and I don't want to move off of our land. 4.) If I am willing to "settle" with BUYING a house that may not have cherry wood cabinets and granite counter tops, (just because I want it sooner rather than later), then why would I not just build the house I want, on the land that I love, and maybe just be a little more reasonable with the cabinets and floors and countertops and still be able to be in it sooner rather than later! I have my whole life to decorate my house and make it what I want it to be. I don't need to have a house that is the talk of the town, I just want a basement, and to be happy with my wonderful husband. Sometimes I get ahead of myself. I think getting an estimate on the house really put some things into perspective for me. I know we can afford a nice house. We can afford the house I want. We can definitely afford it within two years. We can NOT however afford the house I want+granite countertops, cherry cabinets, and wood floors with a FINISHED basement in 2 years. It just isn't realistic. Just 2 more years of being terrified of tornadoes and I will be in my house. It will be worth waiting for. As for children, Josh just isn't ready yet, and I totally respect that. I want us both to be ready and want them. I don't even know if I am really ready. I just know that I am excited to meet the beautiful, sweet little babies that we will have someday. When the time is right.

could I be more indecisive?

Ok so I have been DEAD SET on building my dream house for as long as I can remember. We of course still look at houses for sale, just because it is fun to see what is out there. So, I found this house that I haven't even looked at in person yet, but in my head I am rationalizing why it would be a good idea to buy it. Am I kidding????!!! Just one blog ago I was determined to never settle! I think I get frustrated with the whole process. I am ready to be in a house and move on with my life. I feel stuck. I have had baby fever lately too! (Thanks Cass) It's not just like a "oh, babies are cute-one day I want one" baby fever either. It is a urge. That is the only way I know to describe it. Some days it is stronger than others. Some days I think...Ok Becca, you are so not ready for a baby! My thought process is that if I wait AT LEAST 2 years to build a house, and then we are hugely in debt, AND I'm 27 when we start trying to have a baby which could take a few years who knows! How old am I gonna be when I finally have one? Maybe I should just get in a good home, and instead of building a house, build a family! With little baby Pipers! How cute! I think I am also scared that I may not be able to have children! I know every woman has that fear, but I feel like my fears are somewhat legitimate. What if I wait until I'm 27 they wont even do anything until you have tried for 2 years, then I will be 29 and just starting fertility! OMG!!!! I am soooo overthinking this! I guess I just need to trust that God's perfect will for my life is what will happen no matter when we start trying. If I am meant to build my dream home that is what will happen, and if God wants me to have children (I hope he does) then I will have them. No matter how much you try to plan your life, it never turns out that way! Well, I guess thanks for listening. I just need to vent sometimes. There isn't always a good answer.
On a lighter note, I finally have straight teeth! Yay! I am sooo happy about them.

Work, House, Taxes, Dog, Paint...Not in that order.

I am sitting here at work, trying to find the motivation I need to actually do something.....I think I will blog instead. I am here by myself today. I come in on Tuesdays now just to answer phones, post payments, and get caught up on office stuff. The Doc. is working at another office on Tuesdays. (I may have stated this in a previous blog.) So heres the scoop:


We finally got our taxes done. BOO! We aren't getting near as much back as we have in previous years. Thank you OBAMA! Apparently we got more throughout the year than usual. I didn't seem to notice.

We got the quote on our house. BOO! Looks like we are gonna be saving for a while! I refuse to build a smaller house or with cheaper materials so if I have to save for the next 10 years then by golly that's what I will do. I want my dreamhouse!!!!

My little varmint is at the vet. BOO! She has had tummy trouble all weekend and Josh took her yesterday because she was really bad sick. I've been worried about her, but the vet doesn't tell me much other than she hasn't been sick since she has been there. That is probably because she hasn't eaten since she has been there! Find out what is wrong with my BABY!!!

My boss is great and he has given me two bonuses lately for the work I've been doing, BUT now he keeps telling me...If you can get such and such done by today then there will be a bonus in it for you. Most of you are probably thinking ok....so what is the problem... Well, really it isn't a problem, it just is getting on my nerves a little because it makes me feel like I am getting treats for doing "tricks" Like I give my dogs treats to sit and roll over. He pays me to do a job. Which I do. And I feel like I do a good job. The things he is asking me to do are things I am going to do anyways. I just do them the way I think they should be done. I don't think you should call a patient 3 times in one day because they haven't immediately returned your call. When someone says i will call you back when I know my schedule, I usually like to give them few days before I call back. Not a few hours! I don't like harassing people and he knows this. So to get me to do it anyways he is offering me bonuses. Which are great, but I would prefer to get them for the awesome job I am doing already, not as a bribe to do more!! Am I being stupid? Please tell me the truth.

I am going to share my house pics with you guys. Just don't steal it! lol I told Josh that my main goal in life other than happiness and children was a house. (with a basement of course) And it is! I said, if I die before we build a house I want him to mix my ashes in the concrete we will use to pour the basement, otherwise I may be caught between earth and heaven because I have unfinished business! I was kidding of course about being stuck between life and the afterlife, but I am pretty sure I am serious about the whole concrete thing. LOL Anyways, here it is:

This is a pic of one someone else build with that plan.

Mine of course will be decorated differently, but you get the idea...

Speaking of decorating, I painted my kitchen because I got tired of trailer wall paper. I just finished it last night. Ummm now I'm thinking I should have left it alone. Ha Ha. Josh won't let me buy more paint so it looks like I'm stuck with baby vomit green. It is really dark and really bad! I will post pics later. Check back for a good laugh! Did I mention that when I tried to peel off the painters tape the paint peeled off with it! BAHAHAHA. I should probably care,....but I don't. I haven't finished peeling off the tape. I decided it was obviously a bad idea.